no time no time

When I started I thought that it would be cool to have an online journal type thing. Wow I didnt know what self-control it took to write everyday. Well lets say I failed.
But Im writing now and I will try to do this again everyday.
During the summer I am not at the computer everyday so things get away from me.
Oh well
I am going to start school tommorrow. Im so nervous Its been well over 15 years since I have gone and I hope I dont stick out too much or that I have forgotten how to study and retain material.
Im taking History and pre-algebra so maybe I can at least pass these classes
Its funny that I took the same history class twice before, a long time ago. When all I wanted to do was to hang out and make out with my boyfriend.
If I had known how long I had to hang out and make out with my boyfriend (now husband) maybe I would have studied more.
I think that is funny
Its my form of sorta a joke
Anyway I hope I pass this time.
Seeing that John is actually paying for it I hope to make him proud of me.
The kiddies went back to school today. I celebrated with a diet pepsi.
I had quit drinking caffiene and so that was a special treat

Oh and by the way, quitting caffiene is not easy. I had been a diet pepsi drinker for YEARS.
like almost every day. Lots of it.
and the withdrawls were terrible.
I felt bad for like a week
headaches fatigue, anxiety.
etc.
But I was able to stop at 1 today and it was a very small one too :YEA
Now all I have to do is to stop eating junk food and loose weight
ugg
one step at a time