Hmm so now what

Ok so I know that no one will ever read this and if they do, I am sure that it may bore them to tears, but it just looked to cool to pass up.
I had a friend call me today and invite herself over. Ugg I hate that. Plus she like stays forever and ever. I know that my little boy likes to play with her son, and I know that it is selfish of me to not want to deal with other children, but I like things just so so and I hate having my routine disrupted. I dont want to cater to anybody.
It was funny, I went in to get a drink of water and I thought it would be nice to take out some drinks. Then I thought about it again and thought "sure give em something and they will never leave or want to come back tomorrow"
I think I am going to work in my garden tomorrow even though its supposed to be 90 degrees.
Ill just toss the kids in the pool, it keeps them entertained. Note to self, I really need to apply more sunscreen on the children. They already look like they have been to Hawaii.
I love Hawaii
I like to choose my friends, and I really dont like too many people I tend to attract needy ones and in all reality, I cant handle my own meltdowns much less anyone elses.
So If I invite you over, you can be sure you are one of my true friends.
Wow for my first blog ever that was pretty negative I guess its my mood today.
I will make an effort to be happy tomorrow